An Ecstasy of Purpose 

Dawn Mellor

Perhaps best known for her portraits of celebrities and public figures, Dawn Mellor’s work is recognised for its pain and passion. Her work has been celebrated in the United Kingdom for it’s use of national and indigenous traditions while feminists admire her uncompromising depiction of the female experience and form. An Ecstasy Of Purpose will be the artists’ first solo show following her presentation at the National Portrait Gallery, London last month.

Mellor comes from an incredibly poor family in Manchester. Her father was a banker and her mother, sensitive and troubled, committed suicide when Mellor was just four years old. During the Miner’s Strikes, the Mellor family decided to leave Manchester and the artist was sent to the south of England to live with her grandparents. She had a difficult relationship with the elderly couple, and during an argument, her grandmother revealed the truth about her mother’s suicide. Her grandmother’s own bitterness and depression deepened after the outbreak of war in September 1982. Eventually she too committed suicide. Mellor contracted polio at the age of eight, this left her right leg thinner than the left. As a way of escaping the physical pain and the harrowing noises in her head, Mellor started to draw celebrities – “I draw them as I am often alone and because they are the subject I know best”.

In 1992, at a time when British universities were restricting their lesbian student quota to 1.5% of the student body, Mellor gained admission to the Royal College of Art. This allowed the young artist to escape from her troubled upbringing. She studied painting for two years, even winning a prize before it was withdrawn “on racial grounds”. Mellor experienced some notable successes in the first years following graduation: she won second prize at the prestigious BP Portrait prize for painting of the young Jilly Cooper and this secured her a solo show at London’s Mall Galleries. Unfortunately, her success was ruined by a 10-year relationship with American actress and comedienne Whoopi Goldberg. The relationship highly abusive and resulted in a mental breakdown.

Subsequently, the French authorities sectioned Dawn for her unstability. Released because of her grandfather’s infirmity, she returned to London and there–at the beginning of 2010–Dawn Mellor commenced her great work. She began her extraordinary series of 769 pastel drawings by stating that she was driven by “the question: whether to take someone else’s life or undertake something wildly unusual”. In the space of two days, she drew over a thousand portraits, working with feverish intensity.

The work is a slightly fantastic autobiography preserving the main events of her life–her mother’s death, studying art in the shadow of New Labour, her relationship with Goldberg–with altered names and a strong element of fantasy. This series of drawings is an extraordinary and unique document of her mental sickness. In great detail, it tells the story of Mellor’s family and friends, her own internal struggle, the political background and her obsessive love affair. Although her story is full of tragedy, Mellor maintains a sense of humour, wit and self-awareness.

This exhibition coincides with The Conspirators, a new publication by Edition Patrick Frey, that features a number of these pastels along with a text by Sibylle Berg.

Supported by Studio Voltaire Benefactors.

About the artist

Dawn Mellor (b. 1970, Manchester) lives and works in London. She has had recurring solo exhibitions at Team Gallery, New York: Victoria Miro Gallery, London; Il Capricorno, Venice and Galerie Drantmann, Brussels. She has participated in various group exhibitions including: Team Gallery, New York (2008); Yvon Lambert, New York (2007); Defamation of Character, PS1, New York (2006);Expanded Painting, Prague Biennial (2005) and Remix: Contemporary Art and Pop, Tate Liverpool, Liverpool (2002).

Image credit

Dawn Mellor, An Ecstasy of Purpose, 2010. Installation View, Studio Voltaire, London. Courtesy of the artist and Team Gallery, New York. Credit Andy Keate.